It is sad to know

How come that I am feeling this way. No matter how i try to move on with my life and be happy, still, those memories keep hunting me and it hurts me so bad. How can this be happening to me? Lord, please take away this feeling of loneliness inside me. I know that for the mean time you are the only one that i can lean on to bcuz other people don't understand me. Make me strong Lord God so that I can move and grow more into you saving knowledge. Teach me to love other peolple even those I is not so lovable. I admit that I am very much hurt to today. But I know that it will not last long. Thank GOd! Glory to your name!!